summer lovin' xoxox

gims and events!

2007-07-15T05:11:00.000-07:00

so, we had the integration of the first year last friday. i found the program kind of boring(just a bit). then the booths were fine. i had so much fun at our booth! sobrang kuleet! hahahah! :P after that we went to atc. wah! nakakatamad magkwento! hahaha! :)) basta yun na yun!! i bought a purple(sabi ni ate magenta daw un!!) from seventeen. and a white polo shirt from herbench. love em!

yesterday we went to gold's gym. it was their 1st aniv!! hahaha! i saw sib right away. he was interviewing somebody. i don't really know who he was interviewing. haha! basta mtv was there. then i saw.. regine tolentino, iza calsado(tama ba spelling) and carlos agassi(spell check!). basta celeb. then girls from maxim. tska yung mga ms. universe(phil rep!). super fun! even though we just stayed there for a little while. alam niyo yung champion sa hip-hop in the whole world? i saw them perform rin. galing nga e!! ahahha! basta dami pa! hahaha! may isa medyo censored wag nalang. HAHA! KADIRI NGA E!! it was an ala bora party. and i was really not dressed the right way!! :)) people were supposed to come in their beach wear(bikinis. yeah ryt!!). some of them did. some didn't. so ayun. after that we went to atc. bought another top!! hahaha! adeek na. them shorts. shopping!! lolx.

that's it!! babye!

long time no.. post?!

2007-07-10T23:03:00.000-07:00

it's been how many months/weeks/days since i last posted here. i was just not in the mood to make one. and i didn't have the time to do so. since im quite bored right now and we don't have classes (feast day!) might as well make one. haha!

i'm starting to get used with some of my new classmates. they're cool. haha! but i still miss 16!! :( good thing we still get to see each other in school and talk. like we're still classmates. :))

we just had our long test 1. it was SO hard!! i got about 2 or 3 line of 8. well, im alright with that just as long as i don't get a grade lower than 85 in the card. :P

tomorrow we'll be having our convocation for the annual honors. i'm not that excited. i'm still going to sir abrilio and talk about something. friday- integration!! weee!! im sooo excited and i don't know why. i'm really looking forward to it. then, we'll go to atc. going to buy stuffs. SHOPPING! hahaha! lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to: ate eunell, ayana and jiggy. 07-10-07

we(the whole family) were talking about my cousin(lauren danielle-5) in the states. i found out that she'll be going to a private school there. SAKIT SA BULSA!! hahahaha! $17,000 per year!!! that's about P700,000. well, people in the states earn a lot of money. their salary is BIG!!! i mean with the work of my tito. i envy my cousin!! A LOT!! i wish my dad was earning that big amount of money too. hahahahaha!! too bad he isn't. :D they also send pictures when they go to another country. they travel a lot!! my tito's a scientist so he attends different events. i saw a picture of my cousin in the 'leaning tower of pisa(spell check!!)' it's cool! hahaha! remember 'lizzie mguire the movie' ?? they went to that place too. they also went to amsterdam, netherlands. KAINGGIT!!!! i wish i could travel that much too. enough about my cousin. :))

i want to buy:
2 new shirts
havaianas

i want to watch:
harry potter 5
simpsons
evan almighty(when is this showing?)
rush hour 3(this one too.)

i saw daniel(harry potter) in 'the tonight show with jay leno'. HOT!!!
we also watched transformers last saturday. GANDA PROMISE!!
haii. that's all.
i'll make another post on saturday. maybe. or tomorrow. kahit kelan!! :))

not satisfied AND bored

2007-06-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

i don't like my section. except for the fact that i'm still with my friends.. i still don't like it. i'm so so sorry. i don't dislike them, it's just that namimiss ko na yung 16. 27 is sooooo quiet not like 16. and basta ayun! i just don't like it.
*you know what i'm talking about*

bored.. muntik na kong mabaliw kanina. haii!! i had nothing to do kanina. good thing kat went online. haha! THANKS KAT!! you saved me!! :))

it's only a monday and i don't know what i'll be doing tom. maybe go somewhere or something. this is why i like going to school. at least doon mai gagawin ako. HELP!

hate it.

2007-06-07T01:40:00.000-07:00

i hate it.
:(
yoko ng ganito..

shopping!..

2007-05-15T02:29:00.000-07:00

i read angeli's(hi angeli!!) post about going shopping and everything. haii. me too. i wanna go shopping for tops, jeans, shoes, bags, etc. pero kahit tops lng. i'd be very very happy!! :)) i'm getting tired fo seeing the same stuffs in my cabinet and i really want to get rid of some of them kaso i don't know how to. call me maarte i don't care. haha! kasi totoo naman eh. :P help guys! HELP! and i need money pa pala. huhuhu. where the heck will i get money from?! hai..

im still enjoying my lessons(stomp). haha!

yesterday i already bought school materials. and a bag. hahaha! happy! but still.. gus2 ko parin ng tops!!! huhuu. :(( im desperate.

soo much for making a post. haha! i'm being lazy. nakakatamad kasi..

-hazel-

lovin' it

2007-05-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

i had a hell of a good time last saturday and sunday.

saturday:beekee, geli and barbie went to our house for a sleepover. too bad barbie had to go home cus she wasn't allowed to join the sleepover. huhu. :( so yeah. we made crepes, played cards, taboo and uno stacko, polished our nails and watched tv. we went to sleep aroung 12 cus we had to wake up at 5.
sunday: we went to carmona to watch my ninong's race (karting). beekee and geli had the chance to see matteo guidicelli, who is soooo gwapo!. that smile. oh my! hahaha! and some other guys na inaasar namin kay geli. :P bob and jun2. xmpre hindi yun yung totoong name nila. we'd rather hide their true identity. selfish isn't it? bob is a true cutee. i know i'm not supposed to be saying that pero yan ang totoo. (kilig si geli!! hahaha! kidding) silent. i think he doen't really know how to speak tagalog. he's cebuano, btw. so he only knows english and cebuano. tama ba? jun2 ont he other hand is friendly. kinakausap niya kasi sila ate eunell and he's playing with baby bianca. going back to MATTEO. gawd! how could God create such a good looking person??!! he's sooo friendly (beekee!!) hahaha!!

beekee: you should've seen matteo saying gudbye to us. hahaha!! his million dollar smile!!
angeli: still thinking about them? lagay mo pics sa multiply. :P i know they're hard to resist. HAHAHA!! :D

read nio nlng din yung posts nila beekee and geli about that.
angeli: http://iamunwritten10.blogspot.com
beekee: http://wonderbebbles.blogspot.com

yesterday we had our lessons sa stomp. had a great time! :P kahit na nakakahilo. kaso nakakahiya din. :D don't even want to say what happened. kaya ko na nga pala yung rolls. sir brent asked us to try doing cartwheels pero super hirap niya. ''practice makes perfect'' so i'll try nalang ulit. :) fyi, sakit ng katawan ko! huhuhu. after nun pumunta ako kina ange. we watched tv then kung anu ano. tnx ange!! had a fun time sa house niyo. and ngayon ko lang nabasa post mo. ok lng yun na sumasabay ka. :D

johan: i saw your great big white house yesterday. :)) ganda house ah.

soooo ayun. try visiting na rin my multiply account:
http://iminsideout20.multiply.com

summer lovin.

2007-05-04T03:53:00.000-07:00

soo.. tagal ko nang hindi nagp'post ah. haha! minsan kasi nakakatamad. so.. e2 na.

i went to tagaytay last thursday and i stayed there for almost a week. then we went to batangas(matabungkay) super fun!! kc natry ko na yung banana boat! oye! hahaha! while we were in tagaytay we ate lots of chocol8s!! haha! =)) had some time time talking with my insan. super kulit nga eh!! laf3p! so ayun. sorry di ako makakwento ng maayos ah. medyo timatamad parin ako. just check out my multiply account. mai mga pics dun. ay! wala pa pala. im still uploading them. so w8 nlng kau. visit visit nlng kau dun. :)

a while ago ange and i started na our class sa stomp. saya promise!! too bad di na nakasama sila geli and barbei for some reason. and mai friend na kami. si carissa. bait xa. :P so ayun nga. yung teacher 'great!' kc bait din xa. galing nia grabe mga cartwheel tska kung anu ano pa. parang woah! gawd sakit ng legs ko. stretching kc eh! as in todo stretch! dapat lagi kasing straight yung legs. we tried doing a split kaso di ko kaya. sorry! but i tried. hirap kaya! :P then he taught us different rolls. kakahilo!! pero saya! love it!! and hand stand din. pero inaalalayan pa kami. ayun so xited na ako for our next class on monday. :))

gawd! im in pain right now!! sakit ng legs ko!! but im fine. :)

wish me luck nlng.

and i'll try making another post.

sorry.

2007-04-22T21:34:00.000-07:00

sorry for not making any post. nakakatamad kasi eh.

so...

last friday we went to town. lolx! super fun. :P we watched wild hogs then... yun lang! :P timezone. tapos sa foodcourt kwentuhan lang. :D haha!

yesterday we went to moa. :) nagikot ikot lang. but i had so much fun. saya kasi ng mga kasama ko eh. super laf3p!!

i'm really excited about stomp kaso tagal pa xa. sa may pa. huhu. it's time for me to find something to do again. kasi.. wala nanaman akong magawa. tsk tsk.

yan wala nanaman akong masabi. sorry. haha! cge dito nlng muna. :)

babye!

i want ice cream nga pala! bigyan niyo ako!! cookies n cream ah! wee! :P

speechless

2007-04-15T22:36:00.000-07:00

my weekend was so much fun. pero yung saturday lang. kasi kahapon i just watched tv the whole day. haha! :) i'm not in the mood to tell everything that happened last saturday. sorry guys! :P read ange's blog. HI ANGE!! hehehe.

so eto nanaman ako. i doing the same things over and over again. good thing i'll go to atc on friday. and that will be the start of our lessons sa stomp. wee!

hai.. i'm bored. damn it! ang init pa!!!

i wanna go out kaso parang tinatamad naman ako. weird no?! :(

what now?..

2007-04-12T03:22:00.000-07:00

last night i wasn't feeling good. damn! if only you knew. :( don't think about something too much. last night i ended up giving myself a head ache. i felt really really sick about stuffs.

it's really hard to understand. and i don't want to make a big deal out of it. cus i'll be the one looking all stupid about it.

so yeah. i was feeling really stupid last night. plus the head ache. hai...

kanina rin. head ache. :( i'm gonna get sick. seriously. my head's weird. sometimes it loses blood when i stand up after lying down for a long time and i would get really dizzy. i fainted once. what an experience. low blood ata or what. well i don't care. cus i can't do anything about it.

lately i've been having mood swings. mostly with my dad. he'll be talking to me and i'll be ok with it then after a while i'll be all mataray.

still i feel so empty. i've been thinking negatively about things. kaya eto and sama tuloy ng mood ko.

ow..

2007-04-10T22:09:00.000-07:00

so yesterday we went to stomp and atc. i was supposed to make a post last night pero tinamad nanaman ako. so... ngayon ko nalang siya gagawin.

ayun.. we met sa skul. we- beekee and gei. then angeli's mom gave us a ride to stomp and atc. THANK YOU!

we ate at kfc. haha! shocks! nakaluha ako dun sa hot shots (EXTREME!). was i red?? kasi di ko naman nakikita eh. hehe. so after nun we checked the sked of movies. we were planning to watch "the reaping" pero instead of that we just watched " ang cute ng ina mo" super laf3p nung movie. i swear. some might think na ang corny nun pero nakakatawa talaga siya. :D try watching it.

after the movie we just went around the mall, kwentuhan and kulitan. we ended up in powerbooks. beekee and i read pugad baboy while geli was reading can you keep a secret. pero ayun nanaman tinamad nanaman akong magbasa. so nakikipag usap nalang ako sa kanila. =)) we went to powerbooks around 4 in the afternoon tapos lumabas kami 6 in the evening. hahaha!! 2 hours. :P

tapos..... we ate fries. haha! ayun. kwentuhan nanaman. den uwi na rin. hinatid namin si beekee sa haus nila. :D

hai.. pagod pero super saya. :P wwee! buti naka alis na rin ako sa bahay.

-hazel-

movies.

2007-04-07T19:47:00.000-07:00

i just love watching movies. I LOVE MOVIES! yesterday evening i watched 'the prince and me' and 'jerry mguire' ( i didn't finish it. i fell asleep. :P) YOU COMPLETE ME! hahaha.

movies i want to watch:
because/i said so. mandy moore
300- gus2 ko talaga!
the reaping- nagyayaya beekee! :)

music. i love love love listening to music. pero yung dad ko super ayaw niya. hmp!
hahaha!. wala naman siyang magagawa kung gus2 ko eh. dba?

at last! nakausap ko rin si angeli. haha!
so this is 'THE PLAN!'

april 10 (tuesday)- stomp then atc:'the reaping'
april 14 (saturday)- beekee's house.
april ??- the fort.

gimmick! :P

at least diba mai pupuntahan na ako!
i won't be bored anymore dito sa house.

somethings not right. siyempre ako lang mai alam kung ano yun. hai... :(

ayun... i really want to talk with my friends. kilala niyo nanaman kung sino yun dba?
i'm missin' them.

oh my! my ninong is in the newspaper! hahahaha! karting something. :))

i want ice cream!!!!
and i want a new cell. kahit na alam kong hindi naman nila ako ibibili. huhuhu.

-hazel-

HELP?!

2007-04-06T00:39:00.000-07:00

people!! hai... you don't know how bored i am.

i have nothing to watch. i have no one to talk with. and i have nothing to eat. :(

i'm already losing my head here! damn it!!

help!!!

gawd! i'm gonna cry!

if i have nothing to do what else do you think will be running in my mind?? everythings in my mind already!! everything!!! i feel awful! really awful!! :(

cravings:
chips.frozen banana.ice monster.donuts.crepes.
i want to watch a movie
buy havaianas
hang out with my friends
do something with my boring life.

do you think i should cut my hair or do anything with it??

im kinda getting tired of my hair style. ssoo... i need your opinion.

i want PIATTOS!!!

see i told you i'm really bored. and i'm hungry!!!! yung tindahan dito sa tabi sarado!! huhuhu. :(

-hazel-

could this get any better?!

2007-04-05T02:57:00.000-07:00

everytime i go online (today) i have no one to talk with. please people! go online or something!! it's starting to suck already. hai...

so i got my report card and i got really LOW GRADES. but it's ok. see look.. i got 89 in CVE and SS! and 88 in SCIENCE (conduct). in the CEM test i got an average in FILIPINO!! what the?! f*ck!! so they're really that low. they're just.....LOW! i think.

a while ago i was supposed to take a bath but i was so sleepy so i fell asleep. then i woke up and took a bath. now i'm not really feeling good cus my head is spinning and i think i'm gonna get sick. i turn the aircon in my room on which makes the room cold then i go out of my room....gawd! ang init. so i won't be surprised if i'll have a nose bleed or something.

do you feel my pain?! :(

someone's cp is not working..MISS YOU A LOT.
bel...MISS you rin! load ka na!

-hazel-

title:

2007-04-04T20:29:00.000-07:00

so obviously i'm not going to vigan or pagudpod. aww... so sad. i was really pissed-off yesterday. wag niyo na itanong kung bakit.

i'm ok na with not going to vigan. i really want to go to the beach pero..... basta.

so now i'm stuck here inside the house with nothing else to do but to watch tv, use my cp, and use the computer. if you want to call me up, go ahead. it's not like you're gonna disturb me or something. if you don't want to call just text me. i'm desperate already. i need someone to talk to.

i really need to get out of this house. i'm like a prisoner here. could we please go somewhere?? anywhere!! PLEASE!! ange barbie bkee geli alis tayo please!!

i need to go to the fort! i wanna buy havaianas already! moa and atc doesn't have the one's i like so the fort is my only hope. problem is i don't have anyone to go with me and transpo. hai...

i think i'm gaining weight or something cus all i do is eat and be lazy. pero wag naman sana. not this summer! not even next summer! i'm self-conscious and everybody knows that. i care about what other people think about me. even though i'm not supposed to i still do and i can't help it.

so wish me luck! that there would be a miracle and i'd have something to do and somewhere to go and not to gain weight. i'm really really desperate. help me!

-hazel-

finally!

2007-04-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

we(ninong.ate.yanca.daddy yo.mommy yo.ate kaye.kuya arvin.tito niel.tita jona.kuya ken and jazz-dami no?!)might go to vigan and pagudpod. i already asked permission from my parents. sana payagan nila ako. i really really really want to go to the beach. if ever i'll go with them we'll leave later. around 2 in the morning cus it will take us 8 hours before we arrive there. yey! road trip. it'll be so much fun. i'll be back on saturday. haven't fixed my things yet. hayaan mo na nga. :P madali na yun.

meron ng havaianas si yanca. ate sha bought it yesterday but the size is wrong so we'll go to atc later to change the size and i'll be looking for the one's i like. yey!

so if i'll be going to vigan i wont be able to post for 3 days. how sad.

-hazel-

what a day..

2007-04-03T00:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday we went to the fort, megamall and moa.

we ate donuts yesterday (krispy kreme). the best! super laughtrip. my ninong was trying to get another free sample. hahaha! basta yun. then we went to all flip-flops. we were supposed to buy bianca a pair but something happened. so i was looking around the shop and i saw something....brown havaianas with gold straps. i wanted it so badly so i got my size. ate agreed that it looked good so i was ready to buy it but ate didn't find the size of havaianas she wanted for baby yanca. she told me that we'll just go to moa and see if there were anything there that would fit her. i said babye to the havaianas that i was holding. :( hoping that i'll find it in moa.

at magemall ate eunell (btw i'm with my ninong, ate eunell and yanca) bought something for bianca. my ninong went to ace (i think) to buy something. after that we went to moa.

MOA (TANANANAN!!) i was SO EXCITED cus i THOUGHT!!! that i'll find the pair of havaianas that i wanted there. but unfortunately i didn't and they also didn't have the size for yanca. i felt so drained. DRAINED! i wanted it so badly!! i'm still not over it. i swear! hahaha! joke. i'm over it already. i'm just waiting for ate to go to the fort again or atc.

so that's how my day went. puro tawa pati on the way home. ninong ko kasi eh. ;P

still, i want to go out of the house. go shopping. hang out with my friends. watch a movie. go to starbux. whatever! basta kasama ko sila. :D i miss them a lot. so ano alis tau?! kaso i'm stillhaving problems with my transpo. huhuhu. :( i'll still try. :)

-hazel-

bora.

2007-03-31T01:41:00.000-07:00

my ninong went to bora. they left me!! nooo!! they'll be back tomorrow and i don't think pupunta pa kaming puerto. :(

so my ninong left his laptop for me to use cus he knows that i love using his laptop a lot. haha! i could use the laptop in my room that's why i like it.

again i dont really know what to say. for the past how many days i've been staying inside the house. yea. di ako umaalis. so i've been locked up inside the house. i really wanna go out with my friends. anywhere basta kasama sila.

i really have nothing say cus everyday's the same. sorry.

-hazel-

comments please. :) tnx!

load.

2007-03-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

barbie.bel.frank.load na kayo.please!

yesterday i watched benchwarmers. funny movie! tawa lng ako ng tawa the whole time and then a while ago we watched.....fever pitch.love story+baseball.

i really don't know what to say. sorry!

i won't be able 2go2 bora. hai... long story... but i think we'll go to puerto galera and vigan.

my days are all the same.nothing new about my life. :D
(wala talaga akong masabi)

comments pls. tnx!

-hazel-

comments!

2007-03-27T07:17:00.000-07:00

ui leave naman kayo ng comments oh. please. :)
tnx!

my day.

2007-03-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

what i did today was exactly what i did yesterday.
not really. i have done every possible thing (something really fun) that i could do in this house. what a liar! im a liar! i'm lazy i wouldn't do anything. hahaha! joke. i'm still trying to think of what i could do. something i want to do!

i was watching drake and josh, zoey 101, romeo and hana montana a while ago. hahahahah! laughtrip!

now im using the net again and seriously im missing someone a lot. i mean a lot!!!! :( hai.........

barbie ange bel: tnx sa time nio ah! :P lovyah!
almost gave everyone a testi sa friendster. :P

yun lng.
bye2. lab2! mwah!

-hazel-

words...

2007-03-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

spag.mango.giggles.miloy.cd player.choknut.banana.diva star.cousin.swimsuit.pool.tv.music.love love love.ph.movies.explotions.friendster.ym.text.knock knock.vince.coins.blogs.comments.testims.thinking.thinking.still thinking.miss u.ads.barbie.jp(testi).finger accidents.beekee.thumb.ouch!nickname.yeah!toothbrush.mud pack!beach.doors.bloomfields.bumps.playing pretend.ba!chargers.cellphone.smiles.popcorn!!brb's.lips of an angel.over it.wouldn't it be nice.fights.batian.bored.i wanna be with you.(yak!).weeeewuuuuweeeewuuuu.ofl.ol.ofl.ol.im not missing you.daw miss na miss mo n nga eh!aircon.cold water.clothes.songs.love it!give it to me.beautiful liar.i.miss.you.so.much.:(.dancin in the moonlight.hopin.that.ur.ok.lyrics.love.you!.bye2 everyone.happy.vacation.-hazel.19-

race day!

2007-03-25T19:23:00.000-07:00

i was in carmona the whole day yesterday!

my ninong had a race and guess what??!! champion xa ng rotax! wwweee!!...

too bad i didn't see matteo for some reason most of them didn't show up because of the gas situation.ssooo...i didn't see matteo and marlon(cute guys!!). how sad!! :(

carmona is like boy heaven! i saw marcelo!!angeli he looks like fountain boy!! hahahahah!! =)) damn he's rich!! i mean SUPER RICH!!!!!! barbie likes the other guy! kahit na hindi pa nia nakikita yung guy! barbie i took a picture of him for you! i'll show it to you someday. ;P i think he saw me taking the picture. who cares?! bakit niya tiningnan??! hmp! hahaha!

*** wala akong masabi ***

we watched school for scoundrels the other day. super laughtrip! try watching it. :)
and i cleaned my room. yey!

halata niyo ba na SUPER INIT na??!! i use the aircon almost everyday already! hai..... HOT!

wishin all of you are ok! and having fun!

beekee-sana um-ok na yung thumb mo.
angeli-yung finger mo din
frank-pati ikaw. hehe. :)

miss ko na kayong lahat!
love you sa lahat!
mwah!

-hazel-

i want to.....

2007-03-23T02:12:00.000-07:00

list of what i want to do this summer....

> go to the beach!!
who doesn't?? we might go to bora and vigan. MIGHT!! wah! gusto ko na talagang mag beach!!!

>go to another country?
yea!

>take lessons sa STOMP.
i already asked permission sabi ng dad ko sti nalang daw ako. wtf?! sti??!! and please don't make me take piano and voice lessons again. PPLLEEAASSEE!!! i really don't like reading notes. nakakahilo!! voice is ok. unless paos ka and still you have to sing. nakakahiya!! i'll just sing dito sa house. no more recitals for me!! hahaha!

>maintain my room clean.
but first i have to clean it. my room is a total mess! i only clean it when i know barbie or any of my friends are gonna come. hahaha! joke. i clean it when i want to. mga 3-5x a month??..

>get a new computer.ay wag! laptop nlng pala!!(tatay im a good girl naman eh!!! hehehe.)
gawd! mamamatay na ako sa comp na to! super sssss llllll oooooo wwwww nia!! good thing my ninong has a laptop!

>watch a movie.
sa movie house ah! i miss watching movies sa movie house. huhuhu...

>go somewhere with my friends.
i miss them a lot!!!

>eat every flavor of ice cream there is.
takaw!!! sama mo na rin yung chocolates...uhm??... basta food! kaso tataba ako. wag!!

>go ice skating!
i miss getting my jeans wet because of falling down. tska malamig dun! wwweee!!... hope i still know how to.

>read nice books.
i want to buy lots and lots and lots and lots of books!!!!!

>buy super daming clothes and shoes!!
but first i have to give some of my clothes(which i dont use na and nakaka kalat lang sa cabinet)to...... uhm??.... i dont know. somebody or someone. people are already complaining kasi daw ang dami dami kong damit pero i still buy some. not my fault the i love shopping!! hehe. barbie- damit ko nasayo pa! hahah! you can return it anytime you want.

>bake
hhhmmmm.... i want to bake with my friends. bkees house!! haha! i love2 your brownies!!! bake tau!!

>cook
real cooking. not frying. cooking. hhahahah!!

>buy a new cell and a digicam
which will never happen.

>download anything.(songs.etc.)

>fix multiply
i started one already and i need serious help!! HELP!!!

>and...friendster and my blog
i need help!!!!!!!

>take good summer photos
i like taking pictures. i love taking pictures! im addicted to taking pictures!!

>have my hair cut??!!
wag nalang. :)

ano pa ba??...
ay may naalala ako!!

>........................
secret ko na to!! beh!! :P

dami pa akong gustong gawin eh.

well.. g2g.
bye2. have a great summer!
missin dise-sais a lot!!!
love2!!

leave kayo comment. please!!! (",)

-hazel-

nothing more to do.

2007-03-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

bored. i mean really bored!!!

yesterday we went out for dinner because it was the birthday of my grandfather (he's the brother of my real grandfather). we went to trinity restaurant -seaside, macapagal-. i really don't know the reason why he likes it there. i mean we ate there once and we waited for the food for one and a half hours still he wants to eat there. we could've just eaten at m.o.a. no offense. my lolo didn't like it there. my mom and dad didn't one of my ninang didn't. i mean almost all of us didn't like it there. wala naman kaming magawa. the food was...... ok. at least pinakain pa nila kami no. after an hour and a half who wouldn't be hungry??!!

we went outside cus we were done eating and a live band was performing.

since the start of the summer i have watched(dvd)

*music and lyrics*
"i said i wasn't gonna lose my head but then POP! goes my heart!"
nice movie. laughtrip! hugh grant was a sexy accent! SEXY!!!! i don't eally like saying the word sexy but.....i can't resist it!!

*dream girls*
i fell asleep while watching the movie. hahahahahahah! =)) but the story is GREAT!!

*pursuit of HAPPYness*
very inspiring. nakaka iyak pero hindi ako umiyak. gets??!! the son of will smith is really CUTE!! wwweee!!....

*just like heaven*
this movie is old pero kahapon ko lang siya napanuod. i like this movie A LOT! cute cute cute sobra!

*the holiday*
nakaka in-love super! i forgot the name of the hot guy in the movie. pero super gwapo! hotness!!!!

i want to watch more movies!!! a while ago i kept on switching the channel kasi wala akong mapanuod!! as in wala!!!! yesterday.... sakit naman ng ulo ko.

-hazel-

kulit. :)

2007-03-20T18:50:00.000-07:00

at last i got out of the house. wwweee!...
we (ninong ate yanca) went to tagaytay. my ninong had to attend a meeting somewhere so he just had to leave us sa highlands.

we were supposed to watch a movie but the movie house was under construction sooooo..... ayun di kami nakanuod. :( so sad.we just went swimming.nice pool!! :)then... we ate pizza! YUM!! then we went disco bowling. it sounds weird but it's fun. sakit pala sa kamay mag bowling. tapos..... playground. baby insan kasi. super laughtrip!!

we stopped at mcdo. fries and float(for ninong)!! and we picked-up kuya ken cus they're gonna go to golds gym. as usual i was left in the car with bianca. she was sleeping thank God!. but she woke up and started crying out loud. shocks! sakit sa tenga! she just stopped crying when i turned on the dvd player.

i got home around.... 9 pm?? xet super pagod. pero i had so much fun. :)

my ninong's going to race again(karting). yey! i think we're gonna go to carmona this weekend. yeap! good luck!!

comments pls!! tnx! :)

-hazel-

i am so........... :)

2007-03-18T20:06:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i made a post here. they're making me make one so here it is.

wednesday- last day of classes and i was glab because the tests were already over!! even though i didn't finish the math test who cares??!! at least i didn't have to study for any test anymore!! :) after the exam we were supposed to have a vball game against uhm?? section 29?? tama ba?? but mr. sta. juana didn't show up so the game was cancelled. waste f time??!! nah! laughtrip kasama mga friends ko. then we went to atc. wala lng tambay. we went to.... nothing but water. 50th ave. STARBUX! rustans. cinderella. kamiseta. it was a lot of fun! i swear super laughtrip!! :P thank you bkee barbie ange geli.

thursday- ate eunell. ninong. yanca ang i went to greenhills. :) we ate at mcdo. wwee!!... sundae and fries. love it!! the day ended well... i think.

friday- farewell party ng 16. grabe super saya! as in. sinakay ba naman sakin lahat ng mga boys. well.. ok lng andun naman bkee eh. best day of my life?? hhhmmm.... maybe. i want to go swimming again! 16! tnx sa lahat and for giving me such a great time! love you all so much!! miss ko na kayo!! :( aftr nun pumunta kami kina ange. wala kasong water dun sa clubhouse. ssoo yun.
ange.bkee.geli.barbie- miss ko na kayo!!! tnx sa lahat.
franklin- thank you ah! :)

saturday-hhhmmm??..i forgot na.....ooww... now i remember! i went ol. then we wacthed music and lyrics. laughtrip yung movie. "i said i wasn't gonna lose my head but then POP! goes my heart!" hehehe. texted with. frank and bel. tnx sa time! :)

sunday- went to church! ryt! the church is right in front of our house!! :)) my ninong went to carmona. he's gonna race again!( karting) yey!! ate eunell and yance were left here in the house so we watched dream girls and hsm(for bianca). uploaded pics sa friendster. ate gonuts!! yum!!

monday- sino umubos ng gonuts???!! wow! mga tao dito sa bahay ang lalakas nio kumain!! hahaha! yesterday there was a great big box of gonuts. when i woke up!!! what did i see??!! 3 pcs of gonuts!! like one time ninong brought home a box of krispy kremes during dinner. the nezt morning there was a pc left. who eats that much donuts in one night??!! tell me???!!! silent eater!! whoever you are!! shame on you!! hahaha !joke! its my dad! i know!! he eats everything sweet in this house. hai.... no more donuts for me. :(( im talking with frank. laughtrip! :P

my dad doesn't want me 2go2 bora!! hai.... well im still going to vigan!! :)) beach!!

love you!!

-hazel-

the end...

2007-03-09T04:46:00.000-08:00

it's almost the end of the school year but i still have to deal with the final exam. ggrr... hai.. ang bilis ng oras. i could still remember the first day of classes. :(( and now it's almost over.

16 is like the best section ever! i can't explain how everyone in this section is sssoooo important to me. i'll miss them a lot. next year we might not be classmates anymore. how sad. :(

thinking about what happened the whole year is such a sad thing to do. i think. there were so many good and bad things that happened this year. but still.... it'll be kept in my heart forever.

sitting in the back is good you know. you'll be seeing almost all of them (like what bkee said) pero next year. i won't be seeing the same backs anymore. a while ago i was looking all around the classrooom just accpeting the fact that next year wouldn't be like this anymore. i'm just hoping na sa 2nd year i would still ne seeing jp na pinapatahimik yung class. aivi singing almost evrytime. madz being so gay!! barbie na super gc and praning. jethro who's alwyas dancing!! amis with his tugsh. mojacko's cute smile.kacornyhan ni norman. yanas voice!!erikas kada going loko for up. geli trying hard to be a good singer!! but i adore her drawings! ange and her baboy!! nicole sa bully pero super bait!! bkee and her flexible face!! wah basta mamimiss ko lahat!!

ayoko talaga! :((
thank you nalang for all the fun memories! 16 will always be 16 no matter what!
love ko kayong lahat! ill miss you over the summer. tccic.

i'm miserable...sad.....

2007-03-05T05:48:00.000-08:00

i'm sssoooo sad.
seriously, i am!!
don't ask why i'm sad
its just that IM SAD!!!
;(

i recognize the way you make me feel....

2007-03-03T19:44:00.000-08:00

...it's hard to think that you might not be real.

i woke up this morning with my head and body in so much pain!!saki talaga!! kasi naman yung play eh!!.. i was so pissed off. then ate eunell went to my room with yanca. i asked for help with the props tapos ok na!! i love you ate nel!! :P

we went to sm cus i had to laminate my cve long test again!! sale sale sale. daming tao. we went around the mall then... i bought a shirt from people are people. i lab2 it!!(jp stlye!!) i was supposed to buy a bag kaso wala akong nakita eh. i saw a nike bag pero i think xado xang maliit. so yun di ok na nabili. ganda pa naman. :( huhuhu. we ate at KFC!! yummy!! miss ko na kc chicken nila. :P

we went back to the car tapos dun namin inantay yung dad ko. na sobrang kupad!!! this is where everything went wrong!! damn it!!
I HATE MY LIFE!! I F*CKIN HATE IT!! KILL ME!! SERIOUSLY!!
we waited for my dad to go out of the mall which was around 9 pm when he went out. tapos wala pa siyang nabibili!! amp! sabi nia magpapahinga lang daw muna xa. eh i was so sleepy and tired already. so sabi ko "tay bilisan mo inaantok na ako eh" while he was talking i kept on making "singit" daw!!! ayun sabi nia "hazel isa pa ah!! sumusobra ka na!!" then i cried. sh*t! sabi pa nia sa mama ko"kunin mo na nga yan!! jan ko na patirahin sa inyo!! para ikaw naman yung sagutin nian!!" then my mom said "bakit naman ako sasagutin niyan?!" my mom was right!! bakit ko naman xa sasagutin eh hello?! my mom is normal!! not like him!! MR. PERFECT!!! mapang-lait pa akala mo kung sino xa!!! dahil lang he came from a rich family ganyan na siya manglait!!! kapal talaga!!! this was the secong time na inisip kong lumayas!!! i want to go to my mom!! damn it!! di ko naman magawa!!! darating ang araw na iiwan ko tatay ko dito sa bahay!!! mabulok siya mag-isa dito!!! >( akala niya kung sino xang magaling!!! bullsh*t!!

turn it inside out so i could see.

2007-03-01T19:08:00.000-08:00

we had our practice for the play in Filipino. IBONG ADARNA!! it sucks you know. i had to do the script and direct the whole thing, which is not my thing. calindro kasi eh!!! hmp! still i had fun. we met at McDo in atc. sarap!! sundae (hot fudge) and fries!! yum!! bkees group was also there. :D then we went to our place. zig and deec played bball. that's what they(boys of 16) always do. carl and renzo was trying to jump from the second floor. but, it was too high. haha! and they were playig the organ. jethro made a scandal!! we were supposed to put it in utube. ahaha!! it was so funny!!! ang hyper kasi ni jet. i have never seen jet that high!! :P jet and i was suposed to use the scooter pero di pumayag ate eh. so yun. basta we had so much fun!! laftrip!! si zigmund nga ang kalog eh. MACHETE AND FAIRIES!!we made our cve longtest.
we went back to atc.we had our longtests laminated. then...went to timezone active. i went home around 7:20. i was crying inside the car. good thing my dad and mom didn't see my crying kasi pag nakita nila tatanong nila kung bakit. i don't want to tell then the reasong why i was crying. duh!! would i tell them that was crying because of a guy?! hello?! mapapatay ako ng tatay ko nian!! i was crying kasi gulung-gulo na ako. ang daming tanong sa utak ko. puro.. bakit ganun?. i couldn't blame myself cus i didn't do anything naman as far as i know. nagtataka lang ako kung bakit ganun... xmpre hindi ko masabi. and it's better if i don't. nag iiwasan nga ata kami eh. fine!kung hindi...ewan ko ba sayo. sabi nga ni kay: mga lalake talaga ang gugulo!!.some guys are just so f*ckin insensitive!!!!tulad ng dad ko!!! di ko sinasabing insensitive ka ah!!!! NO! tatay ko lng yun. hahaha! :p basta nababaliw na ko sa kakaisip!! minsan nga ayoko na eh!!! ;(
made on: march 03, 2007. pinalitan ko lng yung post date para maayos. :). di ako happy!! im miserable!! ok?!

drama...

2007-02-27T05:19:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time since i last made a post here. it's because i haven't had the time to do so. since i'm in the mood to make a post right now, i might as well do it before i lose my interest in doing it. i was studying a while ago but i got pissed-off becuase i don't think any of what i'm studying was entering my "brain". i'm reaaly quite nervouse about the exam. i'm not really that prepared for it. maybe this would help me. after i make this post i might study AGAIN. hoping to get the needed information inside my head!!!

did you sometimes get into a situation where....you want something so badly but then someone else gets it. seems like you don't deserve to get it. damn that sucks!

i've only got how many days before the school year ends. ANG BILIS TALAGA!! still, i haven't felt that i made the most f it. hai... i feel so stupid!! blinded by...hhhmmmm...... love that i think was A WASTE OF TIME!! i never realized until now(hindi naman ngayon siguro nung january) that those people who would make me happy...those people who can make me laugh are just in front of me. that's the reason why i'm feeling so stupid right now. i've only got how many days to make 1st yr a memorable one. cus all i did before was to be so miserable of who i am. masyadong ko kasing pinoproblema yung alam niyo na. buti i got over it already!! :p

i want to make every single second of this school year memorable (impossible ata yun). basta...yun na yun. gets nio na siguro yon. ewan ko ba. basta i feel so stupid!! :( ngayon i'm trying to catch up on everything.

a heard something a while ago. somebody was talking about how his lovelife was doing. i never thought that these kid of stuffs could really happen you know. i thought that this could only happen in movies or something.

biglang nawala yung mga sasabihin ko.
balik aral na nga lang. baka bumagsak pa ako dito.
hehe. bye2 nyt2.
xoxoxo

-hazel-

how to touch a girl <3

2007-02-23T04:01:00.000-08:00

i don't know what's wrong with me. i know sonething is. i just don't know what it is. what's wrong with me?! tell me pls... :(

we've only got how many days left before the school year end.but still, i don't want it to end so fast. who knows if we won't be classmates again next year. exept for some people whom i hate a lot!! i'm not looking forwad to be classmates with them again nextyear. they'll just piss me off.pero isa lang naman yung ayaw ko sa kanila eh. no need to tell who that is.

sometimes i just don't want to make a post. i'm just having a really hard time expressing myself(ang weird nga eh. dati ok pa naman). maybe kasi.......??? uhm?... wala lng. i'd rather keep it to myself nalang. baka kung ano pa mangyari. wag nalang.
i hate naman kasi na may tao na gusto nila lagi silang tama. dapat sila lagi yung ganito sila lagi yung ganyan. amp! i'm being gay here you know! gay=happy. so that's why i have low self-esteem. :( i really hate it!! ang baba baba na nga tingin ko sa sarili ko. parang i don't deserve anything na.

"if tonight is all we have....stay...please..."

:( problemado!!

-hazel-

hai..

2007-02-22T04:47:00.000-08:00

it's my tatays b-day today!! yeah!! nothing much. ni handaan nga wala eh. every year ganito pag b-day nia. parang wala lng.

i just finished reading the blog of angeli. then again i remembered that we only had 7 days left! :( i don't want the school year to be over... for some reason i just don't want it to be over. bakit ba parang ang bilis ng 1st year?...hai.. AYAW!!!

well....uhm?... i wasn't able to make a post yesterday kasi....tinatamad ako. :D nothing much happened yesterday. we just had a seminar. laughtrip yung ibang part yung iba boring....

today...wala..... the usual...la ako masabi eh.

tom we'll hava a game against 18. good luck 16!! :P

" i open my eyes, only to see. just how sad this world could be, that i often cry alone. i look at the sky, longing to see. there's a chance out there for me. for my heart to be set free"

-haze-
xoxox

i am who i am.

2007-02-20T04:15:00.000-08:00

today was a lot of FUN! a lot!! when i arrived at school the first thing that we did was play! again... haha! we played nanay-tatay. uhm?.. pass the msg. etc. most of my classmates were playing. about 20 of us were playing. aaawww! bonding!! :P

cem- the tests today were uhm..... okay i think.

stupid dula!! hai... i need to do the script pa!! then... aah!! the props. where the hell could i get the props?! i dont even know what we need yet. yeah! i know! what a leader! hmp! who said that i wanted to be the leader huh?! costume!! damn! good luck hazel...

you know what. i've been thinking about this the whole day. you are who you are. and no one's supposed to tell you who you should be or what you should look like. if somebody doesn't like you because of what they see on the outside then it's a negative. like who cares?! it's their loss if they don't see what's within you. you know what i mean ryt?! everyone's beautiful in a way.

still doubtful about.......something.
i just look. but i don't talk. gets?! well i talk, i talk a lot you know. talk talk is what i don't do. is it quite hard to understand?! sorry 'bout that. it's just that i want to say something but i can't. for some reason i just can't. hai life.... sometimes it's fair but i think that most f the time it's not.

"to smile and look at you is all that i could do"

-hazel-

happy.sad.happy.sad

2007-02-19T05:41:00.000-08:00

we had our diagnostic test today. hahaha! i didn't finish the reading exam. amp! 7 questions... huhuh. :( but still today was a lot of fun. kasi siguro hyper ako ngayon. well ganynan naman ako eh kung masaya ako edi hyper ako. hehe.

we were playing nanay-tatay. magic and bato-bato-pix. yeah!! hahaha!. it was a lot of fun. i forgot that we still have another exam tom. i'm still not studying for it. who wants to study for the exam ryt?! all you need is stock knowledge. if you have one you're lucky if you don't then too bad. everyone has stock knowledge for all i know. but i don't believe that i have one.

my ym is still not working. conference pipol!! that's the only place where i could talk. and if you're gona im me i'm not gona be able to read it i swear!!

yesterday i was chatting with barbie jp and frank. laughrip! :D jp and fakfak were fighting. nagkakapikunan na ata eh. ewan ko ba sa kanila. then after a while they got along. weird much!! pero i had a lot of fun last night tawa nga ako ng tawa eh. :P tnx for that!!

i like being around my friends. i mean talking with them. they make me laugh when i'm down and they were the reason why i forgot about ehem. i just like their company. laughtrip kasi sila. there's never a dull moment kapag kasama sila.

"wishin' that i could be with you. to hold your hand to have you close. because with you i feel.......(kau n bahala jan hahaha! panira ng moment di ko na alam) the most!! (ayeee!... joke di ko nga gets eh.)

-hazel-

nothing more to say...

2007-02-17T20:46:00.000-08:00

bakit ba dapat lagi ako?? ako nalang laging mali ako nalang lagi yung mali yung ginagwa ako nalang lagi yung nasasaktan!! di ba pwede kahit sandali lang maging masaya naman ako. i mean yung totoong masaya.. hai...

kung magiging masaya nman ako. ilang days lang tapos magkakaproblema. di naman tumatagal. anu nanaman ba ginawa ko? :( dami ko na kasi sigurong kasalanan. eeehhhh...

alam niyo bang gulong gulo na ako. di ko na talaga alam gagawin ko.as in blanko ng yung utak ko. tapos may test pa bukas tska sa tuesday!! yoko nga mag aral. dagdag pa yun sa problema ko. :(

galit ata xa sakin eh. anu nanaman ginawa ko? (sigh) mali nanaman yung ginawa ko. lagi naman eh.

kelan ba aayos buhay ko?... good luck nalang kung umayos pa.

"im just forced to fake a smile... a laugh...."

cge alis na muna ako. :(
bye

-hazel-

magic of love

2007-02-16T21:17:00.000-08:00

i sit here alone in the dark
thinking of those days
when everything was okay
with you by my side

you made me smile
you made me laugh
everything in you
made me realize

with your simple actions
and the way you made me feel

hahaha! di ko na alam yung sunod eh di ko na maduktungan. :D pag may naisip na ko ieedit ko nalang.

msg: thank you kasi kahit sandali napasaya mo ako. di ko nga alam kung alam mo to eh. very thankful ako kasi i had a chance to be your "friend".pero never had a chance to say this to you :P you make me smile and laugh everyday.you're one of a kind. never ever change.thanks talaga kung alam mo lng yung reason kung bakit ako ganito ka thankful. :)

Well its all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade,
And wondering what's real,
And I give ya just a little time.
I wonder if you realize.
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes.

I dont wanna waste another moment
In saying things we never meant to say.

-hazel-

memories...

2007-02-16T20:39:00.000-08:00

i was cleaning my room a while ago. then a found abox full of retreat letters so i started reading them again. their msgs were so sweet. aaww!...
jp- shopping ulit tayo!! hehehe :P

my room is clean already. yey!!

i was planning to buy a new bag. but... my dad won't go out of the house ssssoooo there's no way that i could go to atc or sm. huhuhu. it's ok. i'll just stay home..... and do nothing. hahah! kidding. kat might be ol today. i'll just wait for her. there's so many things i want 2 say 2 her. i mean... A LOT!!

kat ol ka na pls...

on monday and tuesday we'll ba having our diagnostic test. i'm not in the mood to study. but maybe i will. i'll just scan through my notes. sino na kaya magiging classmates ko next year?... i still 16 to be my classmates next year. even though i'm not really that close to some of them. basta!! 16 will always be 16. love it. :)

after everything has changed..

2007-02-16T04:22:00.000-08:00

a while ago i was listening to one of my busmates.again.hahaha! after he told his story many things went into my mind. one was.... how could he be so lucky sa lovelife niya??!!! woah. if only you knew what was happening to him. envy man. the girl naman on the other hand is very lucky rin. to find a guy who really loves her. i mean i know how much he loves her!!! tinamaan ni cupid eh tagos tagos pa nga eh. <3 the girl said to the guy on valentines day "ngayon ko lang naramdaman na sobrang special ako para sa isang tao". they're really happy with each other.

love is patient. love is kind. it is not jealous.

anu ba pa nangyari ngayon?... uhm?... we made achara sa pa. eehhww... yan tinatamad nanaman akong gumawa ng post. hai....

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mali pala. thnx ah!! hahah!

hai... everyone's so in-love ewan ko ba!! my friends are. diba diba?? :P ako ewan. tanong tanong nalang kayo jan kung in-love ako. ahihihi.

i've learned my lesson already. stupid ko kasi. yan napapala. pero its not really my fault. kasalanan niya yun no. :D

be patient. dadating at dadating din yan sayo... hai... la talaga ako sa mood. sorry.

dito nalang

singed, xoxox

sweet...

2007-02-15T04:15:00.000-08:00

ang sama ng pakiramdam ko ngayon. :(
my head was aching a while ago.tapos... sakit pa ng sikmura ko. i was planning to skip school tom. i don't know... haha!

ms marcos talked to us during our english class. everyone knows naman what happened diba?... basta ako... tatahimik nalang ako. and i want to say sorry to ms. marcos. :((

sa bus. yung isa kong busmate nagkkwento. grabe. tinamaan talaga xa!! in-love. <3 what he did for the girl was very sweet.. " there are 8 letter in the alphabet i want you to know. I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U." dami nga niyang ginawa eh. tpos.... ayun basta sobrang tinamaan talaga siya... ang sweet promise!!.. ayee!...

ang sungit ko ngayon.. ewan ko ba. bigla nalangakong magsusungit. sorry ah... moody lang ako lately... :(

ayun lng.dami ko pang gagawin. hai....
cge gtg.
bye2. nyt2. sleep tyt.

signed, xoxox

happy valentines day!.. <3

2007-02-14T05:06:00.000-08:00

happy valentines day!..

we had our vball game a while ago against section 12. as usaul we lost the game. asar kasi si ms. caramol. ang daming kaartehan. ultra high angle!! :P

tapos... we had our batch mass. last na daw yun eh. huhuhuh. :(

uhm?... 1 month nalang matatapos na yung school year. pero ayaw ko pa. as in sobrang ayaw ko pa. :(( baka di ko na maging classmates yung ibang 16 ngayon. asar kasi....

for 2 straight days i'm feeling weird. okay yung mood tapos biglang ma b'bwisit. ewan ko ba. moody ako ngayon. hai...

yan ang iikli na ng mga post ko. i'm not really in the mood to do one kasi. pero i want to. WEIRD!!! hai....

may game nanaman kami bukas. good luck nalang samin. sana di na magalit si caramol. pero may galit naman talaga yun sa amin eh. ewan ko ba sa kanya. ang laki ng problema niya sa buhay.

hai cge alis na ako. maaga pa akong gigising bukas eh.
nyt2. xwit drims. :P
happy valentines day ulit!...
lovyah! <3

boys are vain but still they deny it <3

2007-02-11T03:33:00.000-08:00

if you don't let them court you, you are not giving chances.
if you let them pero hindi mo sinagot, they say pinaasa mo lang.

be friends with them, binibigyan nila ng malisya.
iwasan mo, then ur being suplada.

in a fight, you explain
hindi ka paniniwalaan
manahimik ka, you are guilty.

kapag hindi mo tinext, iisipin agad nila ibang boys.
text mo naman palagi nasasakal daw.

hindi ka magsacrifice for them, then you are selfish.
ipaglaban mo naman, they think tanga ka.

sila yung tipong kahit mahalin mo ng sobra,
nagagawa pa ring saktan ka. ;(

road trip, laugh trip :D

2007-02-11T00:23:00.000-08:00

we went to tagaytay yesterday around 8 in the evening we arrived there hhhhmmm??... i think it was already 9:30. we still went to mcdo to buy fries and ice cream!! yum!! :p

i was texting bel and barbie before i got in the car.then i got dizzy while texting them (sa loob ng car). that's why i just told them that i'll text them when i arrive sa house.

super laughtrip kasama sila ate and ninong.we were listening to diff. radio stations and to christian bautista live! my ninong looks like christian bautista. im telling the truth!! but much moe good looking.hahaha! yeah right!! my ninong's really good looking. kaya nga nain love si ate eunell jan eh!! ayyeee!!... patay ako pag nabasa to ni ate.hahah! :P we were singing one of christians songs....the only lyrics we knew was "i could not ask for more"!!!! hahaha! if only you heard us you'll die because of laughing. "i could not ask for more la la la la la la la la la i could not ask for more la la la la la la la and I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE!!!" YEAH!! hahahah :D

then a fell asleep and when i woke up we were already in front of the gate.hahaha!

tapos....yun text nanaman as usual.i was texting bel and frank. si barbie kasi tinulugan ako!!hahaha. bs nga lang yung signa dun ang hina kea yun.si frank naubusan ng load.alam niyo parang wala sa vocab ng boys yung unli.ewan ko lang.hahaha! :D

kanina....nako!!!yoko ng pag usapan yun.la naman xadong nangyari eh.kea wag nalang. no biggy. :D

signed, xoxox

do you think i'm happy??!!

2007-02-10T01:59:00.000-08:00

i don't know if i'm supposed to be happy or not. hhhmmm?...

i'm happy in a way.for some reason i am.haha! it's better than being miserable right?! i think i'm happy because i've successfully moved-on. i don't want him to think that i'm still going loco for him. i want him to be happy with (ehem). wishin' them luck!! :D love nga naman.if you really want the person to be happy.let them go.wag masyadong magpumilit sa di naman talaga dapat. these past days i've proven that i could live without him. not like before. you know what i mean! no need to elaborate. i'm happy with my life now. i'm having more fun than before. look...if i didn't stop loving him maybe i'll be crying right now because of what's happening. and i'm surprised that i'm not. this just shows that i'm really over him. good for me. ;)

i'm quiet pissed of because of the issue about "pok pok pok". i don't think that they should really be doing that. sino ba sila to call us you know what?! they don't even know us!! so f*ckin' immature!! GROW UP!!! HMP!! the only thing that i could do is to shut up. because no one cold ever stop them from doing those things. i think. boys boys boys.....

good thing my friends are still there :)

if only he knew how much i appreciate "him" for helping me move-on and for making me laugh. thanks a lot!! i appreciate it. :D

gtg.(punta ng tagaytay)
take care. lovyah!!

signed, xoxox

happy??!!...

2007-02-03T17:57:00.000-08:00

intrams namin kahapon.sobrang saya!! 2nd runner up sa batch.yyyee!..

family day-hindi na ako umatend jan.hai.tumakas nga lang kami kahapon eh.pag dasal niyo nalang na walang mangyayari samin.hahahah! :D sabi kasi namin na may party si amis.hehehe.pero diba may kasalanan din yung school dun??!!bakit naman nila kami hindi papayagang umuwi??!!hello??!!pano kung ayaw tlga nung parents na umatend??!!may magagawa ba sila??!!gggrrr...takot lang nila na baka walang umatend sa family day nila.tska nung umalis naman kami start na nun nung family day eh tpos hinihingan pa kami ng gate pass.tska dami rin namang tumakas eh.sssooo...hindi pwedeng kami lang yung pagalitan.papansinin pa kaya nila yung mga gate pass??tatapon na siguro nila yun. :) nung una kinakabahan ako.ngayon onti nalang.pag may mga kaso naman yung mga students tinatakot lang naman nila eh.sasabihin nila na issuspend nila yung student pero hindi naman natutuloy.yung contract nga namin eh wala nang nangyari.AMEN!!hahaha

yun pagkatapos naming tumakas....kumain kami sa mcdo.dapat kina bkee na agad kami pero si tatay sabi niya may kailangan daw xang tingnan sa atc kaya yun.kasabay namin yung boys kumain pero nauna silang matapos.bilis ngang kumain eh.hahaha!

pumunta na kami sa house nila bkee.sobrang laughtrip!!saya promise.nag picture picture kaso nakay geli lahat nung pics eh.hahaha!papasend ko nalang.nanuod kami ng 2 movies na hindi natapos.heheh.ordered pizza(sarap!!) tapos....nagpahinga sa labas ng house nila bkee!!lamig nga eh. :)

we(barbie dito kasi siya sinundo kagabi) went home around 8.eh yung dad ko nanaman...pumunta pang sm kea yun.nakarating kami sa house mga.... 9:15.hahaha!aun.sobrang pagod.ngayon ang sakit ng katawan ko.hai...

cge dito nalang.may gagawin pa ako eh. :)
bye2

signed, xoxox

i never said that I LOVE YOU!.. <3

2007-02-02T04:26:00.000-08:00

no more exams!!...

intrams bukas!! then we'll got to bkee's house tom.again!hahaha!!

i can't think of anything to type.???

i had so much fun today.i seldom see him already.hahaha!not like before i see him about 3-4 times a day.now i only see him once or twice.and im happy!! :D

"how do i not love you?what do i tell my heart?when do i not want you here in my arms?how does one waltz away, from all of the memories?how do i not miss you when you are gone?"

hahaha!wala lang.

.............??

(walang masabi)

baka mamaya meron na.cge.dito nalang.

signed, xoxox

beh! :P

2007-01-28T03:22:00.000-08:00

hhhmmm?i was studying a while ago.but then i got tired.too much information was entering my mind.i can't take ir anymore!!i'm just wishin' that it's already tuesday afetnoon so the tests will be over by then.

2 weeks and 2 days!!WOW!yung isa 8 months.tagal pa ng hahabulin niya!!pero at least ngayon alam ko na, na yung pinagt'tiyagaan ko is worth it.not like (ehem!!).pero i still want to be friends with him.i miss our "FRIENDSHIP".daw!!ahahah.kidding.pero honestly i miss our "friendship".sana lang hindi na maulit yung nangyari dati.

hai.good luck nalang sa test bukas!!still not finished studying.yung rocks(science) asean summit tska yung story sa english.wah!!haha.kaya yan!

hhhhmmmm??.....bored......medyo.....

cge gtg!bye2.

signed, xoxox

more to life. :)

2007-01-26T03:37:00.000-08:00

just got my report card.my grades are....okay for me.exept for science.i got 89 again(gggrrr.silver nanaman.haha!).then....uhm?we watched a movie in my room.went online for 2 hours.chated with katherine, franklin and amis.yeah!had so much fun!hahaha.too bad they're not online anymore.wishin' they were.

friendster-still not working.argh!

uhm?my ninong went to Singapore.he'll be back in two weeks.my tita eunell and my cousin yanca are still here.but they'll follow my ninong and they'll be there for 5 days!5 days!!!can't live without them.i'll die because of boredom.unless you want to come here.hahaha!kidding.

i'm trying to make some testimonials for my friends.wish me luck!

listening to a song.it's old.2004 maybe.can't find the nina cd.i want to listen to "cool with you" i think it's in the car.i can't go down now.it's dark already(not quite).i'm afraid of the dark.isn't it obvious?? =)) i'll just get it in the morning.

LONG TEST ON MONDAY AND TUESDAY!!
i just about to finish studying for english.maybe i'll do science next.hahaha!i just want to finish studying early.

ate eunell and i are going to order pizza later!!yey!!thank God it's friday!!i'm the one who's gonna pay.dami ko na kasing utang sa kanila. :))

gotta go.bye2.

signed, xoxox

realizing things...

2007-01-25T04:36:00.000-08:00

im so over him already!!sana alam niya yun.hahaha!i realized what my friends keep on telling me "he's not worth it".at first i thought that he was but then....something came up.that's when i realized that i was missing a lot because i kept on dwelling on the past.im better now.not crying ever night because all of those stupid things that happened.hahaha!

im happy because i've learned to move on.i know it's hard but you should learn how to.it'll take you a long time.i know!!it took me 8 months.WOAH!!and i think that that was SO STUPID!!

now i know why they keep on telling me why he's not worth it.(wont say the reason anymore).i should've a long time ago.i wasted 8 months being so misserable about the past.if he doesn't care about it anymore neither would i.asf!!he's over it and i should be too.

before they kept on asking me "bakit ba hindi mo siya makalimutan?!" then i'd answer "ewan ko." (stupid answer i know!) then they'd tell me "kalimutan mo na kasi he's not worth it" bakit ba hindi nalang ako naniwala dun sa mga sinabi nila?!it's true.now that im in the right state of mind.i've realized that.hahaha!
2007-year of realizing stuffs.

i also realized that life is much more fun and wonderful when you're not dwelling in what has been done.before i never got that when they told me "past is past".

kat i think that it's also time for you to move on.kung nakaya ko.i know kaya mo din!!mas masaya pag ganun!!mas magaan yung feeling.yung hindi mo na pinoproblema yung mga walang kwentang bagay!!yung mga bagay na nakalimutan na nila at na dapat kailangan mo na ring kalimutan.you'll feel much better.do it for me!!i don't wanna see my bes sad. =)

im happy now!! =))
not quite.well yeah.a part of me's not.im just confused with what im supposed to feel.i don't know what im feeling at the moment.ooowww!!maybe im.......i dont know.im confused.bel is also confused.boys boys boys.they're so hard to understand.it's hard to know what they want.galing nila magtago.hehehe!..karamihan sa kanila ganun.not all..

sige ah.dito nalang muna.baka tom magpopost ulit ako.no classes!!ahahah!ptc kasi.hala anu kea grade ko?!mataas lang conduct ko kasi nadaming merits.haha!kung wala nun ano na kaya nangyayari sakin?! :)

bye!!mwahugz! :-* >:D< lovayh! pls leave a comment.
signed, xoxox

bored... :-/

2007-01-20T21:22:00.000-08:00

hai.medyo bored ako ngayon.actually super bored na ako.gus2 ko ng pumasok bukas kasi makikita ko friends ko kaso may procession nanaman.kapagod yun eh!hayaan mo na k lang yun.wala naman akong magagawa eh tska pag hindi ako pumasok mawawalan ako ng 2 merits.ahahah!

ngayon.ginagawa ni beekee yung layout ko.ahahah!as usaul nilalamok parin ako lagi naman eh!!ang kati na ng paa ko.gggrrr!!

medyo inaantok na ko pero ok lang.ganito naman ako palagi eh.inaantok na pero ayaw lang matulog.

bored talaga akooooooo!!!parang ang saya na ang lungkot ko ngayon.hindi ko ma-explain.HAI!anu na gagawin ko???wah!!

cge tatapusin ko nalang toh.gnyt na!!sweet drims!!mwahugz!!Ü
lovyah lagi.ingat!!

thanks!..

2007-01-20T19:15:00.000-08:00

bkee made this layout!tnx girl!ganda sobra!lovyah much.mwahugz!Ü

haha!may pasok kami later.hala!malapit na akong sunduin.ay!di papala after 1 hour pa.hehe.uhm?wala lang.la kasi akong magawa eh.boring!!kea gusto ko nang pumasok.at least dun may kakulitan ako.hai..cge dito nalang muna la pa kasi akong maisip na pwedeng ilagay eh.edit ko nalang mamaya!bye2!ingat.mwahugz!Ü

hey, it's vicky.

2007-01-20T05:55:00.000-08:00

Beekee to. haha. No, I have no plan of hacking Hazel's account, I was just trying to do a test post. Test post, ano yun?! ((:

A haloscan, tagboard and archives are up and coming.

S'laters.

P.S. Bakit mas maganda layout ni Hazel kesa sa layout ko? (:

really now?..

2007-01-19T18:29:00.000-08:00

kahapon...we had our cheering competition a school.as usual panala 4th yr.it's expected naman na sila mananalo diba?heheh.aun.before the cometition we(ayana.barbie.bkee.angeli.angelique.ako) stayed in the canteen.laughtrip sobra.we played "truth or dare" tska "what if..."(what if ganyan ganyan ganyan....anu gagawin mo?parang ganun.hahah!) tapos nun mga one and a half hour kaming andun.ata.di ko lng sure.dapat kakain na kami bglang pinapasok na kami ng gym.asar.edi yun gutom na gutom kami.huhuhu.after ng competition bumili kami ng food.

den...we (angeli and me)went to bkee's house.ginawan kami ni bkee ng layouts!!!yey!thanx bkee!.Ü tska we ate brownies!SARAP!!ahihihi. tapos nun tiningnan namin yung mga pics nila sa computer nung nasa london sila tska mga pictures sa school.ang kukulit nga eh.tapos....we watched "just my luck" kaso di namin natapos kasi we went online.naka chat namin asawa ko(daw.laughtrip!)ahahaha!nung mga 8;45 na hinatid nain c geli sa mcdo sa atc.den went back to bkee's house.aun kachat parin namin siya.(laughtrip talaga sobra!!)mga 9:30 na ko nasundo kina bkee.

hai i had so much fun yesterday!!thanks ah!!

geli-thanks kahapon.good thing you got home safe with your drinking, eating and driving brother.hehehe!
bkee-thanks din kahapon for being a good HOST!!ahahah!had fun sobra.sana andun sila ange and barbie.
franklin-laughtrip ka sobra!!uhm?yun lang.ahihihi. :))

pls leave a comment.please and thank you.Ü

LOVE?!

2007-01-15T03:41:00.000-08:00

love?!yeah ryt!that's the problem with us girls we fall in love with guys too fast.den guys naman takes advantage of our being tanga(sometimes). stupid guys do that.

if only alam NIYA lang kung gano kasakit!!tsk tsk.siguro nga hindi pa niya nararamdaman kung panu masaktan.hindi lang niya alam kung gano kasakit!na gabi gabi umiiyak ako dahil lang sa kanya.i know!!it's so STUPID to cry sa isang guy who doesn't really know how to love.if ever you'll be able to read this (you know who you are.DUH!) kung di ka agree that you don't know how to show your love sorry ka.cus you've never let me believe you.tsk tsk.you keep on telling me na maniwala ako sayo pero ano?!tingnan mo ngayon..ni tuminging nga ako sayo halos di ko na magawa eh.NAKAKAHIYA!!ALAM MO BA KUNG GANO NAKAKAHIYA YUN?!NA MALAMAN MO KUNG GANU KITA KAMAHAL TAPOS IKAW WALA LANG NILOLOKO MO LANG AKO!! you're not the guy i knew when we were in grade 5.(sakin lang naman yun)ewan ko ba.maybe it's time na nga na kalimutan na kita.nothing's happening naman eh.kahit na magantay ako wala na rin. :/ diba?!

the good news is: im starting to move on already.im starting to forget you.that's what you want naman ryt?!

yeah!this is nice.

2007-01-15T03:15:00.000-08:00

hai it has been one week and how many days since i last posted something here.dami nang nangyari (ata).yesterday i had my hair cut.yeah!i know.it's already short.tapos.ayun yung magaling kong tatay pinipilit na akong lumipat sa la salle.no way noh!!NEVER!!asf.

tapos anu pa ba?uhm.add nio ko friendster ah. hazel_casi08 / http://friendster.com/haze08

then, uhm?bukas may practice sa cheering pero umepal yung dramafest ayun di tuloy kami aatend nung practice.amp!!hai.yun lang naman.medyo tinatamad na akong gumawa ng mga post eh.sorry ah.kasi daming ginagawa eh.ahihihi.maya post ulit ako.basta yun....di ko na kasi maalala yung mga nangyari eh.ulyanin na ako.huhuhu. (tawa lang!!ahahah!)

sick and tired...

2007-01-05T03:21:00.000-08:00

im sick and tired of loving you(really now?!).i don't know if you're mad or something.you said you're not mad but i think you are.you never made things clear for me.still confused.....if ever you're really mad.....bakit?

hai.bat di ko masabi dito?amp!

ano na ba talaga???? ewan ko sayo kung ano na.wala naman akong alam eh. hindi mo naman sinasabi.hindi naman ako yung nasa lagay mo.ang tingin ko lang naman hindi mo talaga ako sineryoso eh.diba??kaya mo nga yun ginawa eh.hindi ko nga alam kung totoo yun lahat eh.

pero ewan.di ko alam kung bakit masyado xang big deal sakin.well, siguro kasi napaniwala mo na ko na hindi mo na ko lolokohin.niloko mo lang ba talaga ako??tanga ko talaga.binanalewala mo na nga lang ako eh.bakit nga ba hindi mo ko babalewalain?lagi namang andyan mga friends mo.lagi mo silang kasama.asf naman noh.tsaka diba may feelings ka parin kay ******** ???hai ewan ko na.inaantay ko na lang naman na maayos lahat eh.pero sayo wala na yun eh....wtf?!nalilito na ko.

ano na nga ba talaga???!!!!!

new year!..

2007-01-02T00:56:00.000-08:00

i wasn't able to make a post yesterday because........i wasn't in the mood to make one.

DECEMBER 31, 2006
we went to my cousin's house.it was so boring to be honest. i just watched the fireworks,ate dinner and TOOK A NAP!!!i was really sleepy becuse i had nothing to do.then when i woke up because we had to leave my tita told me, "oh hazel bat parang ang wasted mo?!"
i look wasted when i wake up??!!amp.maybe i was just really sleepy and wanted to sleep.i slept at 3 am then woke up around 11??

i don't know what else to say.still i'm not in the mood.amp!

DECEMBER 30, 2006
we went to ruins around 7 in the evening.we were kinda bored in the house so we decided to go out.its was ok.fun....hhmmm??
then we went to starbucks but there were too many people so we went back to ruins.we went home around 10:30 i think.

well, got 2 go.they're already callling me. (merienda na) hehehe. mwahugz!! Ü

must read this....

2006-12-30T22:51:00.000-08:00

new years eve na mamaya.hai.i can't believe it.it's been 1 yr since (ehem) how time flies so fast.amp.still i haven't fixed some of my problems.well just read my msgs para sa inyo.....

kat- hi bessy.miss you na super.just want to tell you na you changed my life.you taught me how to be strong and how to fight.thank you ah.sana andyan ka lang lagi for me.i know na ako andito lang ako for you.pag may problem ka i'm here to listen.ingat ka diyan.miss you na.lovyah!!

danix-sorry na ah.alam ko hindi mo rin gusto ugali ko.sorry talaga.promise i'll try to be a better friend sayo.sana okie na tayo.miss na kita.lovyah bes.

barbie-ei gurl!thanks sa lahat ha.grabe lagi kang andiyan sa tabi koh.thanks talaga!!sorry din kung minsan nakakairita na yung pangungulit ko sayo.hahaha!kilala ma naman ako.di na kita aasarin.................nah!!aasarin parin kita.hehe.joke lang.lovyah!

ayana-magic wand!!ayana!!!thank you ahhh.very understanding ka tsaka tinutulungan mo pa ko sa nga problems ko.alam mo na kung ano yung mga 'yon.basta......yun.haha!thanks ah.sobrang thank you.labshu!

carl-pppsssttt!!ei thanks for making me laugh everyday sa school.thanks din sa away-bati moments natin na lokohan.hahaha!nahawa ka na rin akin vain ka na.o ako yung nahawa sayo?wag babaguhin hair style ah.sobrang astig!!"what a best friend?!"joke.hahaha!cge bes.lovyah!!

bel-choc nut!joke.hehe.uhm?ito yung ginagawa ko kea hindi ako maka-reply.hehe.thank you din ah.for making me smile lagi tsaka sa time mo para itext ako.alam mo parang ang tagal na kitang kilala pero wala pang one year close na tayo.best friends??ingat ka lagi.lovyah!

vicky-teinx din.kasi pareho tayo ng situation kaya siguro naiintindihan natin isa't-isa.sssooo...musta na?sana maayos na lahat.well sige dito nalang muna.teinx talaga!!mwahugz!

kuya nicole-kuya!!!alam mo ikaw yung guy na sobrang umintindi sakin.sa problems ko.grabe kuya!!thank you.wala ka ng ibang gus2 kundi sumaya ako kasi alam mo na puro problems yung life ko.gel2 na?!pero ayaw ng heart ko eh.maybe someday.wish me luck.hahaha!cge kuya dito nalang.lovyah kuya!!

charles-ei.thanks sa time mo ah.friendly mo sobra.promise!!wish you all the best in life.party hard!hehehe.

edward-ui sorry na ah.sorry sa pangunuglit ko sayo siguro naiirita ka na.ayoko na kasi na hindi tayo nagpapansinan eh.alam ko i shouldn't be making such a big deal dun sa nangyari pero siguro kea ako ganito kasi (.......) na rin kita nung time na yon.alam ko matagal ko ng dapat kinalumutan yun pero hindi ko magawa.tapos parang ewan.ayoko na ng ganito eh.sorry na.kakalimutan ko na lahat.miss ko na yung dating ikaw eh.peace?friends?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

LOVE it?!guys.guys.guys.

2006-12-27T22:26:00.000-08:00

nosebleed na sobrang english.hahah!tinatamad akong mg-english.hehehe.ssooo.....love.shit!haha.tayo naman laging nasasaktan eh.sa boys parang wala lang.(agree guys?baka naman ako lng nagiisip ng ganun)pero totoo naman if ever nasasaktan din kayo parang wala parin.ang bilis pang makalimot.ewan ko ba.tapos pag tapos na yung relationship niyo parang you never cared about the girl.(its my point of view)hahaha!maybe its just the guy.if alam na ng guy kung pano talaga magmahal tsaka lang nararamdaman nung girl na love talaga siya.some guys are still immature.parang its ok for them na saktan lang yung girl not knowing na may feelings na pala sayo yung girl.guys do that for what reason??!!ewan.for fun siguro.then you try talking to them.pag ittry mong ilagay dun sa topic na yon biglang walang masagot.isipin pa nila na hinahabol mo lang sila.wtf??!!your trying to make things clear with the guy tapos ayaw naman nila.bigla mo nalang malalaman na naiirita na sila sa kakakulit mo.kasalanan pa namin ngayon??!!kayo nga jan yung ayaw makipag-ayos tapos aangal pa!!!!!!!!(ehem!!!)ang labo niyo rin kasi ehhh......... ='(

christmas..

2006-12-26T01:02:00.000-08:00

fun?!not really.a little.i dont know.maybe.it just got fun when everybody went home.hahaha!we opened ninongs gifts.laughtrip sobra!!we also opened yancas gifts.my ninong got a pack of pringgles.hahah!we ate it while watching tv.super fun!!i dont want to talk about how my day went yesterday anymore.

im trying to do my projects but i dont know how to start.medyo tinatamad pa.

im missing everybody na.a lot!!

do i still love (ehem)???
maybe.i dont know.maybe not.i would like him to be my friend again.i told him "miss na kita(as a friend.di mo kasi ako kinuqlit,inaasar tska inaaway eh)"which is true.i think.but i really do miss him.and i do love him as a friend(daw?!).i love my friends.hahaha!!di ko na alam.im still confused with my feelings for him.maybe it's time for me to forget everything.past is past.hindi na 'ko makakabalik dun sa dati.and try to accept na wala na..... :-/

all alone on christmas eve...

2006-12-26T00:57:00.000-08:00

yeah im sort of alone right now.my dad changed his mind about me going with my ate eunell.im sooo BORED.still waiting for christmas.bakit ba ang tagal?hehe.kanina pa ko nagaantay eh.well....my dad's inside my room.he's always in here.then he gets my cel and starts reading all of my msgs.i dont know why he does that??!!hhhmmm....still alone and i dont know what im gonna do.chat?maybe....my dad is using the tv so i cant change the channel.i was watching a movie then he got the remote and starts changing the channel.

12 am
-christmas na.merry xmas!!!i chated with some people while waiting.thanx 4 your time. ****** wag na makulit.MUSTA KA NA??!!hehehe.kilala mo na kung sino ka.

my cuzin!

2006-12-23T22:26:00.000-08:00

"it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas"
ei.im at my insans house.we ate lunch here.they grilled pork
steak(tama ba?!).we also played ps2.now im updating my blog.hahaha!i dont even
know what time we'll be going home.this is nice.now im changing everything.well,
not everything.the computer at home is not really working well.thats why im
changing everything that i should be changing here.yep!my blog is GREEN already.hahaha!maybe later i'll be putting pictures in.or maybe on tuesday for sure tomorrow i wont be able to use the computer because everybody's in the house.later ill be going with my ate eunice(she's my tita but i call her ate) to there house.its better than just
staying inside the house the whole night inside your room and watching tv.hoping
that later will be a lot of fun.hehehe!hai.i miss you all a lot.as in sobra I MISS YOU.
anyways...MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

aaww..

2006-12-23T18:59:00.000-08:00

before i forget.the day before our christmas party we (angeli and jp) kinda went to atc to buy gifts. we kinda ended up at penshoppe grabe picture picture kami ni angeli.try to show that to all of you also.

about aaww...
yeee.yesterday we went to an orphange and fed about 17 kids.shoks ang sarap ng feeling sobra na alam mong napasaya mo yung mga bata dun."its better to give than to recieve".

pagkatapos......we went to golds gym(8pm).i was left in the car to babysit my cousin(1 yr old).for 1 hour!!hehehe.we watched barney and elmo in the car.yep! BARNEY AND ELMO!!!!hhmm..still its okay.i couldn't blame my ninong for not bringing a good dvd! my hard work for taking good care of my cuz payed off.we went to ruins after from like 9 pm to 11 pm.grabe pagod.i got home mga 11:30.dapat nga gigising pa ko ng 4 am para mgmass eh.pero di na natuloy.

parteee!

2006-12-23T18:50:00.000-08:00

yeah!our christmas party was a blast.well kinda.xept the part that my whole body was filled with cream(expired na ba un?!) still it was a lot of fun and we had a pictorial with ms bardiano and ms marcos!yey! anyways thank you for your gifts!! ei franklin wag mo sayanging ung gift ko sayo ha?!ang bango kaya nun.i love bench sport.haha!kuya ikaw din and camille. then smelling all bad and everything we went to atc. HAPPY FEET! hehe.then timezone. it was really fun. ill try to show you some of the pics we took.Ü

yey?!

2006-12-22T18:00:00.000-08:00

its already the start of our christmas vacation.nothing much happened since like yesterday.during this so called "vacation" i still need to do 2 projects and a script.yeah!how fun?!its ruining the "christmas spirit" so i might do it after christmas i dont know.maybe ill change my mind and do it tomorrow or on sunday.i havent really talked with barbie(ss) and carl(filipino) so i dont know what im supposed to do.

hhmm?thanx bel and benedic for helping me fix my blog.

bel im still thinking of what u cud do with ur problem.but you know what?theres nothing wrong with that.if thats what you feel then just go with the flow.haha!(wow!kelan pa ko naging taga-payo sa ganitong bagay?eh yung akin nga hindi ko maayos?!)well.going back to bel.basta ill help you sa lahat.Ü

talking about MY problem.i have several.one's about my school next year.my dad really wants me to go to LA SALLE(yuck!)!!its not that la salle is not a nice school.it is i admit.but i dont want to go to school everyday without seeing those people whom i love a lot.and im afraid that i wont have any friends there.losing kat is too much i dont want to lose barbie,yana,bel,jet,madz,camille,carl,alex,jp,ange,vicky,geli,kuya nicole, etc. i love them a lot!
anothers about HIM.i dont know why im still making this such a big deal.he should understand why im like this.its not like something that i could forget after one cry.i know i should forget him and move on but i couldn't, i wish i could.i really want to forget that thing!i want to be friends with him again.promise!i miss those days when "kinukulit" ko pa siya with (ehem) i admit it.really!missin those days.i dont want him back because i want him to u know.....but i want him back because i miss my "friend?".aw!...is that too much to ask?hope its not.i dont want to be insecure when you pass by......well enough about him.next time ill say something again.Ü

i know!my blog's pink.theres nothing i can do about it.maybe ill be needing somebodys help for this.hehehe!

my post is too long maybe you're already getting bored so ill stop already.maybe later ill make a new post about our christmas party.k?!

bye!!